SSShhhhhhh...

early Sunday morning, what could be better than the computer, coffee & a doobie? ;)~

I'm a veeery early riser... what the hell can u do at 4 am, without waking everyone up. on the weeks that Elliot is in NJ, i sometimes can't sleep and get up and start cleaning the house at 3 am, lol. i have problems.

I haven't made any progress in finding a hotel, I started looking and freaked about the high prices. so I gave up. lol so I let El know it was going to cost him big bucks. that's the start, going to look again later today...I have a really hard time with paying high hotel prices, because I've stayed in really nice ones for great rates. I just have to spend about 5 days researching all the web sites for that one wonderful bargain. Of course it doesn't help this time that I am going up north in May, when everyone wants to go during Memorial Day weekend. f**k me. plus, you have to read others reviews, hotel pics can be so deceiving. words like charming ~ scare me. (in reference to hotel descriptions).

Today is the Daytona 500, go #24! I should also be getting to the mall to find a dress for this wedding. Have I mentioned, I don't like weddings. Plus, because I wear a 0 or xsmall, it'll take several mall trips to find the right stuff. You have NO idea... lmao. I don't like petite clothes, so, finding the right stores w/the cute stuff can be challenging...I'm thinking Dillards, but they are high, so maybe Macy's, (I like to tick off El, he likes Macy's, you know, being from NY/NJ, so I always say that it's from Macy's w/pretention. hee-hee. Ann Taylor, maaybe...anywho I just have to walk around and SHOP! So maaaaany stores, then I'll get way-laid and of course stop in my FAVORITE store, Williams Sonoma ( I barely cook, lmao) last time I went I lusted after this French pepper mill ($150). Found it on eBay for $75, buuut. Ain't getting it. Got the stainless steel Cuisinart can opener for my new place though. And I love PotteryBarn, Godiva, Gymboree, I sometimes go for me, and end up getting Nina stuff, which she definately does not need. Sooooo, like I said, I'll just stick to a new outfit for Boston, a dress for wedding, and shoes. love shoes. I WILL NOT be over packing, El will be happy, because he knows how crazy I am...thinking I need everything, when I end up not wearing half the stuff I INSIST I need. I'm mental, but anti-depressant free. :) guess the cannabis is my therapy. And today I'm attending the Church of the Holy Smoke. Goodbye*